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what should i stay // your death will not be beautiful

by Callum Cheah

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1.
You can talk about it It’s all made up Still you don’t doubt it Hearts brought and bounded There is no love It’s far more grounded Look out on the water The tide came up Like the General’s daughter Bark out your next order The flags went up The people slaughtered Hide now from each other The lie is up The death of lover Tooth marks on mothers Eternal death For you to suffer Keep you face in portraits The price goes up The crowds adore it Now we forget you The Mark you made Will only bed you
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Love That’s what you died for Love All your achievements reduced by the one thing you pined for Love To league it with leaders, then loins are what’s needed Love Not a second to doubt it, because you’re nothing without it Your death will not be beautiful You’ll suffocate eternally Your breath beaten internally Set motionless Against an ocean Of devotion And skin lotion Wounds open Round a potent Poison pushing Paralysing potion Through pores Assume jawlines Remained intact through figs and circus We fixed your cervix And crossed your pigment circuit For the single purpose Of making you picture perfect Your death will not be beautiful Venom latches onto respiration receptors And never let’s go An agonising 30 minutes barely breathing Body heaving While death is creeping Down into diaphragms You drown in the fire sand And moisturiser brands While the whitest hand Subdivides your land You can barely stand Against the calvery Your heart becomes the car battery That fuels the battering And shattering Of flattery Pumping acid through your veins The piper plays While the vipers gaze Glazes Over your decrepit body As you writhe in pain Can’t hide the strain While the Roman’s ferry you Nor describe distain At the improper burial Your death will not be beautiful There’s nothing symbolic Or metaphoric Of the symbiotic Pairing of tooth to breast Suit the jest Of the ruthless pest That stole the heart from a good man’s chest Fuck the rest Because in your death That momentary solitude Swallows you The hollow truth That you die for everyone who followed you And in centuries time When written into play The real tragedy comes From the placement of your name And how little you say Your death will not be beautiful No matter what the pictures say The fixed displays In art galleries Will encapsulate the fallacy That you died for Love Because you’re nothing without it

about

Song about a show // Poem for a show

I'm performing in a retelling of Antony and Cleopatra as part of the Melbourne Fringe Festival, and the process has been super artistically stimulating. As such, this song and spoken word piece have both been inspired from the process of creation of the performance, and extremely proud of both, especially the spoken word piece which will be included in the show.

If you like the tracks and what to see how they relate to the show, please book tickets to see the show at

melbournefringe.com.au/event/antony-cleopatra/

I'm extremely proud of this release, and even more so of this amazing show that I've been a part of.

Love
Always // Callum

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released September 11, 2018

Written and Performed by Callum Cheah
Cover by Aleks Corke
Modelled by Jacquie Trinh

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