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Before The July Days (June Demos)

by Callum Cheah

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1.
Thank you for the fiver I hope it will survive the night ahead Though I don't like the chances There's still a chance it won't get squandered And just in case I've wandered Past your heart into the pond That's down the street Well I'm hoping one day that we'll meet On a park bench where we'll talk taboo You got half your sense, half a tattoo Half on the mends, half split in two But I'm half sure I'm in love with you But my mind is still a rocking chair Tween happiness and fake despair And I know it's not really fair But right now I just need you here cause... Chorus: Some reach for the sun And some reach for the gun Just to feel the light on their face When I reach safe from harm You'll grab for my arm And drag me away from this place No I don't think that I can stay here anymore Thank you for the kindness Yeah, I hope it isn't blindness That is fuelling all the lightness Of your tone And I will try to speak less While you work on your meekness And together, we won't regress We will grow And I will try to block the wind And keep you warm and wrapt up in Starry sheets that at night You will steal And I'll start wearing bigger clothes And hang out with the friends you chose And try to eat less meat In all my meals Some reach for the sun And some reach for the gun Just to feel the light on their face When I reach safe from harm You'll grab for my arm And drag me away from this place No I don't think that I can stay here anymore More and more I feel less heard And more and more I feel deserted It's no one's fault, I just eat when I'm hurt But you call to let me know That you're still here You're still around That you're listening when I'm not making That much sound So... Thank you for the fiver I don't need a taxi driver I'd feel clearer and aliver If I walked home Cause I'm not smart, I'm not Magyver I'm not strong, I'm not a fighter But I'm a straggler, a surviver I'm alone So fuck it, let's just both have fun And watch the love boat, season one And get turned on Whenever we speak soft And I'll bring round all my cassettes And you'll bring your vinyl of the Talking Heads And we'll sing until the neighbours get Pissed off
2.
Crushed 05:12
You sat in the corner crushing up cigarette butts When we realised that we'd had enough Laying down on sheets made of linen and stuff The past nights sleep have been rough And I can tell by the look on your face You can't spend one more night Between a clock and a cold place Your eyes glisten in the light of the tv I think that that look was for me I don't even think I can hold the lighter up But I can watch you roll this blunt Let's take this song to the street Let's sing different songs over the same beat It shook me down to my core I don't think I can stay here anymore I watch as he lets the glass fog up His arms out stretch to reach for his cup Decision tween drinking lighting up As his hands clutch a crushed cigarette butt He says this won't complete him But he won't let it defeat him But if seen you kicked to shit one too many times And you want to leave for the city And I want to leave you behind And your face sure looks pretty Dismembered by embers and moon light Let's start a disaster without looking back Preston station sounds like you're on the right track It shook me down to my core I don't think I can stay here anymore x2 We dance to Weezer And we sing Pixies alone x4 You sat in the corner crushing up cigarette butts When we both realised that we'd had enough Laying down to sleep on sheets made of linen and stuff The past nights few nights for you have been rough
3.
Polaroids 04:51
Waking up stressed My heart pumping sweat From the core of my chest Again Paper cranes hang From the ceiling that sang With a deafening bang In the early morning The veins in your back Reflect the window pane cracks That we hastily patch With a sheet And lying aware Half naked, half scared That the first downward stairs Will creak I hope my steps Don't wake your mother up Your hair out splayed On the records we play That forgive and forbade Our moves And fingernails pin Down soft sections of skin While we hopelessly sing All of our favourite tunes That incense you light Will it last through the night? Cause I'm desperately fighting For air If I inhale now Then what says the sound? I'm awake, I'm aroused I'm aware I hope my breaths Doesn't wake your brother up Bridge: Sometimes I feel like I know know you hardly Am I just the kind of guy you'd hook up with at parties? Or would walking my way be drunken mistake? I hope you haven't made another sober one of those Dead friendships caught On the frames of your wall I fear that's where I'll fall Once on it Polaroids build A feeling of guilt Unblemished, unfiltered Regret I love it when You kiss my eyes to sleep
4.
Do I have to write more songs like this? To earn a place in your in your ears, not just your iris I hope you don't despise this Cause I wrote this one for you And though my songs aren't all about you I went and reinvented my sound for you And you say that I don't have to But do I write for anyone but you? (Don't think I do) If I gave less of a shit about what I wanted to be I'd have had this recorded by the end of the week And the future looks real bleak If you're not in it with me You like the tape fuzz in the background And I like the fake buzz of this crap sound But I swear I won't back down I'm gonna see this one through (Just for you) Do I have to write more songs like this? To earn a place on your own personal playlist Only reason I made this Only reason I make anything at all Does anybody actually like this? Nobody in the world actually likes this But I made it for you Tish Hope you like as much as I do Hope you like it as much as I like you
5.
From the tallest point we dangle See St Kilda from every angle But in my head, the words she said Are synonymous with broken hearts Said in the past way too fast And we went around three times And we made it down alright Say you love me, say say you love me x3 Cause if you say say you love me, I’ll say say I love you too So I’ll call you from my cold And write songs about the weekend You want to make amends, under the influence So you’re going out and getting slammed While I’m at home with my cassette jammed And I hope you feel alright After trowing up tonight

about

Year 12 is a stressful time. Knowing that my entire world will change soon is scary. Knowing that I will have to sacrifice my social life near exam time is scarier. This EP is a collection of songs contemplating what I have to lose come the end of July. Recorded direct to cassette, unmixed and unmastered.

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released June 27, 2017

Written and Performed by Callum Cheah

Thank you Tish for the cover photo and being the inspiration behind most of the songs

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